dipes are here!

We got our new fuzzibunz in the mail. Having more dipes has really helped with the laundry issue. i dont feel so much pressure to keep having to wash and wash dipes for the next day. its been like 2 days since i have washed so im going to wash them tomorrow.

We had our weigh in for the family challenge tonight. I lost 5 lbs since last week. its hard my SIL has lost 19 total and ive only lost 10, technically 16 since ive started. but it just seems to be going slow. i need to step up the exercising. i want this next baby more then anything in the entire world, but i need for the baby to be healthy along with me. :)

im kinda stuck in my life right now, and jim and i kinda agree. we just feel all alone. there is no one like us. Like jim has a lot of friends, but i dont. i dont know anyone like us. like his friends are still in young party mode with drinking all the time with no real direction. we have no friends that are married, with children with a mortgage to pay....at 27 i think we should have more of that...but i really need more. i need a mom who cloth diapers, co sleep and baby wears. it just make me sad that we cant go out because i just dont fit in. sighs....